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Treacherous Heart O, treacherous heart, you do betray me!Treacherous Heart by =CaronCecilia
The one you love, you still seek,
you do battle with my mind, my body,
who seeks another.
Lie still, do not beat so fast
for the heart you cannot have.
Hold still I say,
my hands cannot touch this feeling,
I rip at my chest, I tear at my hair,
still, all I want is stillness,
burying myself deeper in the despair.
All I want is stillness,
to find a moment to think,
to clear my mind and control this conflicting desire.
Give my body moment of respite.
Take heed, my heart,
You shall not be the winner.
Be still heart, calm thyself,
clarity soon shall be found.
This threesome of emotion
end


Just Breathe, He Said Just breathe, hold it in,Just Breathe, He Said by =CaronCecilia
hold it down, hide it in the stains,
keep it up, you can smile,
just keep making them believe your fine.
They say time heals all wounds
but this time there's not enough.
So I smile, like he said,
and hope you can't see my pain.
Already digested verbal vomit
poisons my calm, shatters my will,
eliminates my strong but I smile
through the tears as I cry through the pain.
In this the truth is real,
I hide my scars in the stains and I smile, like he said.
People come and go, busy with their own lives,
the blur of colored life swirls by.
He says just keep smiling, keep going,
keep living, when all I want t


Magoothropologie the ocean hides in her eyesMagoothropologie by =CaronCecilia
sunshine in her skin
beautiful bohemian


Groove Though erased,Groove by =CaronCecilia
her memory remains written on paper,
trapped between lines, invisible to eyes
that view plain white parchment.
To see her,
one need only run pencil across page,
there will be found her memory etched.


Rain Like A Lover Stifling heat blankets my wet skinRain Like A Lover by =CaronCecilia
so thick my lungs claw to get free.
Craving cool air, getting nothing
but searing heat in fish-outta-wateresque gulps.
Blood boiling under baked flesh;
mechanical based cold unable to quench.
Mouth dry as the Mojave in the height of June;
like bare feet walking on hot coals, slave to the sun's tune.
Hit and strike, lick and kiss,
the sun is the master and I am nothing.
Tongues of liquid black, the tar runs wild,
and I am running back to the arms of its wild child.
Can't breathe as I struggle for clear thought.
Stumbling as I run with no obvious destination.
Naked and wishing for unpromised r


Waiting On Love Blue skies and sunny days are all I see,Waiting On Love by =CaronCecilia
ignore the loneliness that's inside of me,
hide the scars of yesterday,
wait for love to take it all away.
But love never rears its fickle head,
still, I search on, 'cause everyone's said
that it will make a way into my heart,
and once found, it will never part.
So, I keep my cheery face,
and keep searching for the one place
where love can't hide
and invite it forever in my heart to reside.


21 Vultures Death came to court me today,21 Vultures by =CaronCecilia
twenty-one vultures in a dead tree.
Eerie quiet in the barren branches
reaching to the heavens know where.
I laid out my funeral pall upon the ground,
laden with blood-red wine in silver goblets,
petit fours of wormwood and gall,
and sat down to dine.
The wind whispered Death's laughter through the barren tree,
"Not today, Little One. No, not today."
The vultures rose as one and flew away.
Sadly, I packed up my things and went home.


Empty Sounds of Nothingness Darkness reaches me with eerie clarity,Empty Sounds of Nothingness by =CaronCecilia
shadows surround me in a shroud.
On the astral plane I am corporal,
just as invisible on earth as I am off the ground.
Stars evade me, taking their glow with them,
night as black as nothing invades my mind.
Afloat in this galaxy of zero gravity,
I find myself ripped from my senses.
Hollowed out where my heart
ought to and once did, reside.
These feelings that plague me
by rights when I did, should have died.
Change my name to The Used,
for that is all I am now,
used up, bruised up and thrown away
for the next fool to conquer.
Until then I ride the lonesome clouds
the only silver lining


Treacherous Heart O, treacherous heart, you do betray me!Treacherous Heart by =CaronCecilia
The one you love, you still seek,
you do battle with my mind, my body,
who seeks another.
Lie still, do not beat so fast
for the heart you cannot have.
Hold still I say,
my hands cannot touch this feeling,
I rip at my chest, I tear at my hair,
still, all I want is stillness,
burying myself deeper in the despair.
All I want is stillness,
to find a moment to think,
to clear my mind and control this conflicting desire.
Give my body moment of respite.
Take heed, my heart,
You shall not be the winner.
Be still heart, calm thyself,
clarity soon shall be found.
This threesome of emotion
end


Just Breathe, He Said Just breathe, hold it in,Just Breathe, He Said by =CaronCecilia
hold it down, hide it in the stains,
keep it up, you can smile,
just keep making them believe your fine.
They say time heals all wounds
but this time there's not enough.
So I smile, like he said,
and hope you can't see my pain.
Already digested verbal vomit
poisons my calm, shatters my will,
eliminates my strong but I smile
through the tears as I cry through the pain.
In this the truth is real,
I hide my scars in the stains and I smile, like he said.
People come and go, busy with their own lives,
the blur of colored life swirls by.
He says just keep smiling, keep going,
keep living, when all I want t


Rain Like A Lover Stifling heat blankets my wet skinRain Like A Lover by =CaronCecilia
so thick my lungs claw to get free.
Craving cool air, getting nothing
but searing heat in fish-outta-wateresque gulps.
Blood boiling under baked flesh;
mechanical based cold unable to quench.
Mouth dry as the Mojave in the height of June;
like bare feet walking on hot coals, slave to the sun's tune.
Hit and strike, lick and kiss,
the sun is the master and I am nothing.
Tongues of liquid black, the tar runs wild,
and I am running back to the arms of its wild child.
Can't breathe as I struggle for clear thought.
Stumbling as I run with no obvious destination.
Naked and wishing for unpromised r


Empty Sounds of Nothingness Darkness reaches me with eerie clarity,Empty Sounds of Nothingness by =CaronCecilia
shadows surround me in a shroud.
On the astral plane I am corporal,
just as invisible on earth as I am off the ground.
Stars evade me, taking their glow with them,
night as black as nothing invades my mind.
Afloat in this galaxy of zero gravity,
I find myself ripped from my senses.
Hollowed out where my heart
ought to and once did, reside.
These feelings that plague me
by rights when I did, should have died.
Change my name to The Used,
for that is all I am now,
used up, bruised up and thrown away
for the next fool to conquer.
Until then I ride the lonesome clouds
the only silver lining
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